I am not sure if it is depression or just an overwhelming feeling of blah-ness. After the initial excitement of the new job wore off, I suddenly felt crestfallen / bored. I am beginning to wonder if I am the type of person who is never happy in the place that I am in. If that is true that is incredibly sad and depressing.

I am sure a lot of it has to do with the holidays. Although I am more at peace being single, at this time of year everywhere you look all you see is couples and families. It really makes you feel alone.