This has not been an easy year, and drawing to its close, I have been reflecting on my part in it not being easy. Introspection only works if it is done with complete honesty, and maybe I have not been completely honest with myself. My emotions have been suppressed for many many years; maybe I need to give myself time to adjust. Being in a loveless, abusive marriage took courage to get out of, and I have to keep believing that I’m doing the right thing for me. My daughters and friends are proud of me for having come this far. I now put all my trust in my creator to carry me into the new year, hoping and praying that I’ll find peace and love and light.