yes, i have just, possibly, become the nice friend that i would envy myself to be. i kiiinda stuck up for a friend when she was getting made fun of. now these people hate me, but, it would take such confidence, i guess, to say whats what..or something. i have had consideration when one of my friends was too sick to go to my dance presentation, and it really wasnt a big deal; everyone gets sick and she needs time to rest.. when one is down, i help cheer them up, which must be a good thing, and i race with them, and let them borrow many things from me. yeah, there are better friends than me,, much better, but from my standards, from not having any good friends (..bitches)..now i have actual o.k friends that i could actually be funny around without a bitch or two pressuring me or saying how stupid i am. im glad that this has happend. just at the right time too. it boosts confidence, gives u strength, and fun. the fact that im telling strangers this is news to me, but, might as well, ive already put too many other goals down. but yep. much better than before.
