My heart goes out to you. All I can do from this distance is pray your lives start to look better.
I know I had trouble with a sick Mum when I was about your age and it was like living in hell. I didn’t feel loved either at that stage in my life – one big ugly void. Mum in and out of hospital with mental ilness, a sister who’d died after a kidney transplant and a dad who was always at work to support the family – and no one to talk to about these problems and help me through my grieving.
Please try and trust someone enough – be it a school counsellor or an adult friend – and talk about what you’re going through. Yeh it would be great if it could be your parents who could help you feel life’s worth going on for – but sometimes that responsibility just doesn’t come from them and someone else will have to do it for them.
No matter what it looks to the opposite – your parents do care for you. But if their life’s not going too well for them they may not be able to show it.
Sending you both a big hug and a smile of encouragement to seek help.

Man you need to stop bein a fuckin pussy
man no reason cryin over shit. Man my life sucks to liveing in Louisville, KY. Loseing 2 older brothers to gang wars, and nowing youll probaly do the same. Never seen dad no his name but never seen him. And man mom dont give a damn all she cares is if she gets the check every week.

man stop fuckin crying.
if you gonna say you wanna kill yourself do it. tell me where u live ill bring you a gun so i can see.

yo your only 13…seriously you gotta try longer atleast. your life is just beginning. your gettin out of the kid part of your life and your becomin a teen. just chill alittle and suck it up right now. after acouple of years if nothin has changed then do it.

dude i know people like u and though i love them i fucking hate their pussy ass guts but dude what u need know is a good friend and if you dont have one then u had better talk to someone man, cuz if u kill urself even if u dont think they will ull affedct everyone who knows u and some people who dont like me and all the other people commenting u and trying to stop u. these guys we r trying to help man dont do it!!!!

im 14 years old and i wake up wanting to die i go to sleep wanting to die but i can’t hanging don’t work cause someone gets you down.overdose don’t work the pills are to mild.and slitting don’t work but it helps.there’s no one i can talk to cause no one listens they don’t know want it’s like.that’s why i came on this site for people who understand me and also wanna die.if you have msn add me on taryn666@hotmail.co.uk no me better before we die

there is some one that cares just to find some one you dont need to die you are 13 grow up and have a teenagers life fuck everyone you have fun

hey, Jimmy,

i used to feel the same way. I am not going to tell you about my sorry life, but i will tell you this: when everyone hates you for no damn reason and your life is a living hell, there is usually one person who understands you and loves you with all their heart whether it is a best friend or a girl/boyfriend. try to find that person. if you cant, talk to me. seriously, if you kill yourself, you will regret it. my life hasnt gotten any better, but i dont want to die anymore and i dont cut(havent for 3 1/2 months) anymore. u know y? cuz i found that special friend. like i said, if you cant find that person, you can talk to me. im 14. yes, i am a girl, but i understand.

my email:

misty@diet4teens.zzn.com

Hi,
I feel like I want to die all the time too. You posted this on Dec 16th, that was the day I flew to Houston to be with my Dad after he got diagnosised with TERMINAL cancer. He died on April 17th. He only had 4 months to say good bye and 2 days before he died I was sapposed to go see him but I didn’t. I am sad all the time. The 4 months of cancer were horrible and I was scared every single day. My Dad was my hero in life. He saved me when I needed saving and I couldn’t save him, I couldn’t even help him. I’m not a Doctor, I’m nothing. If you want to help your mother or your father, be somebody. Don’t die, fight. Become the best at whatever you want to do. If you want to be a painter or a dancer or a computer tech – be the best at it that is possible! You will find fullfillness and you will make your parents and friends proud.

even though you might not realize it, people care about you and even if you hate your own life, don’t ruin theirs. you said your dad’s in prison and your mom has cancer—if you kill yourself, your dad certainly won’t change, and you’ll put your mom through far more than she deserves. don’t do that to them. i’m not religious but i do think that life is a gift and you shouldn’t waste yours. go out and do something. make the world better.

at least wait until your mom’s not responsible for you any more. if you still wanna kill yourself in ten years, i’m not gonna stop you.

i KNOW IS SO LATE TO POST THIS!! AND U’VE PROBABLY HEARD THIS FROM EVERYBODY BUT DONT DOIT, LIFE IS WAY TO BEUTIFUL TO WASTED, I MEAN LOOK AT YOUR MOM.. how selfish is for u to say that.. think of the people that have no choice, that have terminal illnes, U do have a choise! G, EVENTHOUGH YOUR MOM HAS CANCER SHE NEEDS U! EVENTHOUGH YOUR DAD IS IN PRISION HE NEEDS U!! DO U WANT TO just be acoward? FACE LIFE! I KNOW IS NOT EASY BUT WHO THE HELL SAID THAT LIFE IS EASY NO BODY, WHAT WOULD A KID IN AFRICA WHO HAS NOTHING TO EAT, WHO HAS A MOTHER INFECTED WITH HIV, SAY TO U? AH ? THAT U ARE LUCKY .. , that EVENTHOUGH LIFE MADE It ROUGH FOR U U HAVE AFUTURE!!! , I MEAN THERE’S WAY TO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.. AND YOU ARE SO YOUNG!!! Havent u honestly think of how much pain u are going to make your familygow through, and I know u might feel like no boddy gets u, BUT COME ON THATS A FACE.. WE HAVE ALL BEEN THROUGH IT.. , MY uncle commited suicide a year ago, and as much pain as he probably was going through, the pain that my aunt went trhough was TEN TIMES WOST!! SO IF U LOVE YOUR MOM, dont do it!