To look over your goals and comments made here and one sees someone worthy.

One looks at your blog and one sees a woman of worth.

Thinking differently than others does not make you less worthy.

Seeing things others don’t see doesn’t make you less worthy.

Seeing patterns in numbers, patterns in nature, and seeing how patterns are just an expression of the order of chaos… This does not make one unworthy.

Quite the contrary!

You are not alone in the things you feel, the things you do, the things you think, and the things you see. You talk about feeling fruit, about the tactile sensation of it and then realizing that others were noticing you. I touch nearly all surfaces… I love the sensation of it. From wood furniture to fabric… from concrete to plastic. I can feel amazing things by running my fingers across them. This tactile experience is not unusual and certainly doesn’t make you unworthy.

You talk about enjoying giving… Sigh, were we blessed with more people who felt that way this world would be a better place.

I know it can be hard to accept your own intrinsic worth and value when the world is telling you to “be like everyone else”... However, it can be easier when you take a look around at the people you encounter in life. Look at those values that strive to be, the things that they wish they could be. I think if you look inside yourself you will see that you are already living and being these values.

• They strive to be loving, I suspect you are already there.
• They strive to be giving, you have said you’re already there.
• They strive to be open and accepting of others, again I suspect you’re already there.

My point is this… from what I’ve read of your posts… I definitely see someone who is very worthy. I see someone I’d be glad to know and call friend. I see someone who I can respect. So, I think you’re worthy.