I try to enjoy everything i can. Lately, after a shower i love to rub oil over my skin tosample the texture…i get lost in it. I never been with anyone…it’salmost as if, this year, my eyes have been opened to different and new things. It’s exciting, strange and it scares the crap outta me. Things are beautiful…things i’ve seen before seem to take on new meaning. Maybe i’m losing my morals…