I felt like that…i felt that I was the one nobody new, walking the streets alone. I was the one they all talked about and new but was there shadow not there freind.

My family hate me for who I am. They want me to be the girly girl, who wears pink and it polite. Well…I aint. They want me to be like my sister, the popular one that gets everything who listens to chav music and goes out with loads of boys and takes care of herself.

Just thought it would be easier to no that you aint the only one here to go through all that!!

x x x

but I’ve been to rehab. It’s hard, every day is a struggle, but i no longer mutilate myself or try to kill myself.

i always fell like this i hate this feeling but it can’t be helped.
im the girl that bares no name apart from emo but it’s not the same
i get called vampire at school no one there knows my real name and they don’t want to .have you ever felt hated for being u for not likeing rap or pretty

i fell like iam the only one but talking to some helps me write your thoughts down in a juornal it helps

i shall start off by sayin you are not alone there are people who can relate to what you feel but no one can understand i feel as if everyone has a barrier between his or her feelings of life and as they speak there feelings the words seem to plesent for the pain one feels!!! the darkness haunts my thoughts…but i know that we can beat it together…i hope
and with all the negativity just breath…

its a not so bad
no one actively tried to kill you this morning its a good day.
your living in the first world you’ve already won the lottery in life.
everything else is a bonus

im only 14, so i dont know if my advice really matters to anyone..but ive thought of killing myself since i was about 8 or 9. dont do it, really now. ive found it better to just accept death, and not care if your going to die or not. i lie drink, ive smoked before, and taken pills, but not to die, only for fun. i scream out PENIS and COCKSUCKINGMOTHERFUCKER in my school hallways, and its refreshing. i burn things and laugh when im yelled at for jumping of my roof. would you rather die unhappy or die being like HOLY FUCK WHAT A LIFEEE?

im crazy though and im still suicidal somedays. i guess i dont understand life, but i havent cut in over 3 months :)

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You need to get help. I don’t know how to stress this enough. I know you don’t have enough positive energy to do this on your own but you need to seek help. 90 percent of those who commit suicide have affective or substance disorders. You probably already know this. Even if you try and survive, your chances of trying again has just increased 20 fold. Do you really want this? Waking up in a hospital after an attempt is embarrassing to say the least. Actually succeeding is upsetting for all involved, but only for a while. People move on. Do you really want to be forgotten? Live so you can tell everyone to fuck off.

i’ve been through the whole suisidal thing. The past few years were hell filled with hospitals, pills, and cutting with whatever i could find. not a fun way to live your life. It is still hard…really hard. i don’t mean to sound like i know you or what the hell your going through but now after going through it all i feel really selfish for all of the people who i would have left behind.Trust me it’s not worth it.