i_am_a_fake is feeling lonely

stop feeling like i have to lie (read all 5 entries…)
today 2 years ago

i lied a lot today.
‘how are you?
fine thanx’

‘are you ok?
ye just tired. i’m cold.’

‘do you want a bacon sandwhich?
ye i’d love one.’

‘i’ve gained weight you know.’

‘today was good.’

‘do you want something to eat? are you hungry?
no im fien thanx. maybe i’ll ahve somethign later.’

Dec 17, 2006, 10:21AM PST


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