is probably different for everyone. Me? I believe I have one. I think it is this guy who I have known for about seven years. Ever since I met him, I have been able to connect with certain people better. You see, he and I had this spark. At first, it was kind of a burn-down-half-the-country-forest-fire spark. Now, however, I think it is better: a car-starting spark. We have been friends for about three years, but those three never really felt like a friendship. It felt like something deeper than that, something very few people get to experience. Well…it felt that way to me. See, for the past ten years I have become more of an emotionally intellectual than most people. I can experience so many things in my imagination, and real life for me is huge. My emotions give me so much. They are what spark my choices and actions, and that spark started with this. It has developed into such a wonderful feeling. I am in love with him. I don’t know how he feels. He told me once he was not interested in a relationship with anyone, but when he sees me he always seems to smile more. I’m not hallucinating this. Many people see it. I don’t know what to do about. I have a feeling that if it is meant for us to be together, it will happen even if only for a minute.