If you had asked me a few months back what this would have meant i would have replied with the whole ” better job , more money , house , sleep in on sundays late night on saturdays , security etc ” Right now being sucessfull to me is just getting through the day !

Recent events have made me re-asses all my values and the things i hold to be important and right now as much as i want to complete this goal i think i cant untill i truly understand what my sucess will be.