....but maybe I do, It’s just that I’m so disapointed about everything it’s not even funny, cause whenever I try to open myself up to someone I get shut down and it hurts so much.

HD is back but he has proposed to his gf now his fiance, I started having feelings for someone else but he is about 600 km from me,and he tells me he cares about me and he likes me but a week later he has a gf and he stops talking to me, like at all.

So now I’m all alone again it’s nothing new but everytime I think about it, it hurts.