....Truth be told I am so scared about University, but I have to apply by Jan 10th and that is not that far away. I’m so scared it’s not even funny I mean what happens if I don’t get in, my mother already gave me an ultimatum, I want to stay in highschool another year or a semester(meaning I have to transfer) I’m just scared I woun’t be able to do it.

My grades are so bad it’s to cry about. But I’ve been sick and that means that I have lost a lot of time I don’t know what I’m gonna do.