...and for the last few days, things between my wife and I, have been pretty good. My son is on vacation with grandma & grandpa right now, meaning, we are all alone. We had a great time together since he left, I woke her up when I got home from Friday night, and we had a drink and hung out together for a bit, then off to bed. We then slept in, went out to breakfast, and came back and totally rearranged the living room and made it an “adult” room. Granted, when our little man gets home, the toy will be back in action, but that is a-ok with me. I miss him when he goes away. He is back in another few days. Now, when I say things have been pretty good, I don’t mean we are all lovey-dovey, but I haven’t felt the uncomfortable silences that we had prior to Christmas. She didn’t have to work Saturday night, and we had an awesome time together. A very nice steak dinner, a few drinks, hanging out with our neighbour and landlord for a couple of hours, and then back home to have chocolate fondue. Sunday, leading up to NY Eve, we pretty much did nothing. Lounged, watched a movie, she took a nap, I played some video games, then I had to wake her to get ready for work. So a few buddies and I had some drinks and snacks, went down to the bar/restaurant where my wife and my one buddy’s girlfriend works, to meet them for midnight. Got myself a nice little kiss and a cheers and several big hugs. She had to go back to work after the countdown, but only for about anothre 35-40 minutes. All the staff at the restaurant got a free meal at the end of their shift. So, once she was done her dinner, we went home together. Had a few drinks and lounged out together until around 3:30am, and then we both conked out on the couch. I woke up and went to bed around 8am, she came and woke me around 10am or so, she wanted me to come back out to the living room, just so we could hang out together. Again, today was nothing but a lounge day. A few movies, she is a little hung over from last night, but she has already had a nap, and is going to go to sleep kind of early so she can wake up when I get home and we can hang out some more. I kind of feel that we are moving toward something more positive between us. And I really, really hope so. We have had such good time together since the 21st. No arguements, no disagreements, lots of good times. I miss my wife so much. And now; more then ever, I understand that I truly want her back. I miss her, and there have been times in the last two weeks where I really felt she missed me too. I don’t know what else to say here right now. I still have my doubts about her, us, and what is really going on, but these last two weeks have shown me how much I really care for her. And how terribly important she is to me. I guess I am going to continue to do what I can to show her that yes, I do love you, and hopefully, we can start to work things out.