katie_marie Relocating again - on to Edmonton
My life is catching up to me quickly. In just two days I will start my last semester of university. Oh how I really wish that I could pause everything Zack Morris style and fix everything that is running through my mind. But I have felt better these last few weeks. The inescapable feeling of null pain is gone now I mostly have to deal with what I didn’t want to deal with in the first place lol, plus a few friendships that were battered along the way.
It is hard to admit but one of the things that I noticed was when I was feeling especially bad I was so sensitive to what anything said and I unleashed some incredible rage on friends and said so many things that shouldnt’ have been said. They understand that it wasn’t me but at the same time those things are still out there and can’t be taken back.
I am working on having a good start to this semester. I have 5 classes now, so I am a bit wary about being able to cope with the workload. But, I have upcoming appointments with my counsellor, doctor and even the real crazy doctor (psychiatrist) within the first 48 hours of school starting! That will have to help lol.