WELL I JUST TURNED 18 NOW BUT FOR SUM REASON I STILL FEEL 16 OR 17 IS IT BEACAUSE IM STILL DOIN THOSE KIND OF THINGS OR AM I JUST AFRAID TOO GROW UP I MEAN THAT WOULD BE KINDA STUPID FOR ME TO EXCEPT CONSIDERING WHEN I WAS 16&17 I WAS WISHING I WAS 18..BUT I THINK IT’S JUST THE FACT THAT IM NOT WERE I HAD THOUGHT AND HOPED I WOULD BE BY NOW AND ITS SCARY TO THINK THAT NEXT YEAR ILL BE 19 AND HAVN’T EVEN COMPLETED MY 18’TH YEAR SO NOW THAT MAKES ME WONDER AM I JUST SLOWLY FALLING BEHIND???I GUESS WAT THEY SAY IS TRUE GROWING UP IS REAL AND IF YOUR NOT READY FOR IT THAN U BETTER GET USED TOO IT AND FAST,BUT THERE IS SUM HOPE CUZ IT IS NOW 2007 AND MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION WAS TOO GET ON A GROWN LEVEL AND STOP LIVING LIKE A CHILD GET A JOB.GET A CAR,JUST GET THINGS HANDLED LIKE AND ADULT,BUT I FEAR THAT IT WONT HAPPEN SOON ENOUGH AND I WONT GET IT TOGETHER BUT HOPEFULLY ITS JUST ME BEING DOUGHTFULL BUT THERE IT GOES AGAIN I GUESS IT’S JUST A LACK OF CONFIDENCE THAT I HAVE IN MYSELF WHICH IS NEVER GOOD…...