Looking forward with an open heart and great faith. 2 years ago

I’ll be honest with you, folks. This goal-those two simple words, are my mount everest. But I must. I recognize that I can go no further in my quest to heal the rest of the world if I do not heal myself now. I have worked around my own scars and fears as much as possible, and now I have to put myself first – an idea that makes me uncomfortable even at this moment. But it will be done, no matter how long it takes, no matter how arduous the journey. I want my dreams to be reality- bad enough to overcome anything. I will contribute to the light in this world, or I’ll die trying. Wish me luck.

Jan 12, 2007, 09:44PM PST | 4 cheers

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Mc_Beth This too, Shall Pass

Luck

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Jan 13, 2007, 07:28AM PST

ThisBeI

Thank you.

I am truly honored by your words.

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Jan 14, 2007, 10:11AM PST

mooniebutt is a Mommy!

(((ThisBeI)))

Your light is bright.

Jan 13, 2007, 07:52AM PST | Thread | Respond to this

ThisBeI

moonie,

I guess it was your turn to give me a big squishy hug. :) Means a lot to me. Danke.

-mel

Jan 14, 2007, 10:03AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

mooniebutt is a Mommy!

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Jan 15, 2007, 04:23PM PST

ThisBeI

Thank you

so very much for the sincere, encouraging words. I appreciate them very much.

Jan 17, 2007, 07:37AM PST | Respond to this

Jessy wishes you a merry Christmas

"Contribute to the light of this world"

. . . beautifully said, and I am sure you already do!

Jan 17, 2007, 06:09AM PST | Thread | Respond to this

ThisBeI

Thanks Jessy!

You made my morning. :)

Jan 17, 2007, 07:39AM PST | Respond to this

Hauki

I wish you good luck!

You can do it! hugs :)

Jan 17, 2007, 08:09AM PST | Respond to this

Elderbear is subverting the dominant paradigm. kickn' back ...

Heal!

To be a Wounded Healer … that is the Great Work and Great Juggling Act of those called to healing and transformation. From those difficult experiences of healing your own wounds you glean the experience to guide others into healing. From your tears you transmute the water of life. Your scar tissue becomes the stuff of rebirth – not just for yourself, but all those you Touch.

I am much more of a Magus and Teacher, but Healing is also part of my calling. And for me, all three fit together quite well – and often take the form of being a Fool, sometimes inviting people to be tricked into healing and growth.

Blessings on this path.

Jan 17, 2007, 09:17PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

ThisBeI

Thank you, Elderbear.

Your words are great and I like you muchly. And you know, he is not a wise man who cannot play the fool on occasions.

Jan 18, 2007, 11:42AM PST | Thread | Respond to this

Elderbear is subverting the dominant paradigm. kickn' back ...

(((((ThisBeI)))))

Let it hereby be known, forthwith and forever, that the Artistic, Groovy, Healing 43Ter, (party of the second part) known as ThisBeI, shall henceforth be considered, treated, and entitled to all the rights, privileges, and responsibilities of being the eSister and admired friend of the 43Ter (party of the umpteenth part), known as Elderbear, and known to be somewhat a Fool, an agitator, and occasionally poetic, who hugs, glows, shines, blesses, and encourages whenever he can. Said arrangement subject to ratification by the party of the second part.

PS: You won’t die trying.

Jan 19, 2007, 12:05AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

ThisBeI

{{{{{Elderbear}}}}}

Henceforth let it be known throughout the 43Tan land that ThisBeI [of the 24th order of giggle-ridden theologianite mamasitas] fully accepts the terms and conditions proposed by Elderbear [founder and head of the league of benevolent magicians and wise, bearded fools].

Mazel tov!

PS. I am sure it is not surprising that great relief was felt in light of the news that I will not in fact, die trying. Thanks for that, brotha.

Jan 21, 2007, 12:07PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

Elderbear is subverting the dominant paradigm. kickn' back ...

You're welcome, iSis!

I cannot resist that nickname … we’ve got iPod, iTrain, iThis, iThat – now you can be my iSis – if you don’t mind!

Also, you just picked up a huge family – even I don’t know how far it extends!

Jan 21, 2007, 01:07PM PST | Respond to this

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Luck

Thank you.

(((ThisBeI)))

moonie,

Thank you

"Contribute to the light of this world"

Thanks Jessy!

I wish you good luck!

Heal!

Blessings on this path.

Thank you, Elderbear.

(((((ThisBeI)))))

PS: You won’t die trying.

{{{{{Elderbear}}}}}

You're welcome, iSis!

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