I have been trying to be myself, but I guess that is harder than I thought it would be. I was at work, and I saw this adorable little black tree (I work in retail and am a goth at heart) I was just like isn’t that the cutest thing you ever saw! everyone was lik um, no. My first thought was to clam up and not express myself anymore. Well to hell with that. I am going to try to hold on be myself. Anyone that thinks my goth sensiblities are wierd oh, well they are just going to have to deal with it!