...to cry. I don’t have a room anymore because I sleep in the living room. I can only be alone for a couple of hours if I am lucky. I can’t cry in front of my family because they annoy me even more – same as my friends. It’s people everywhere. I just want to be alone – quiet so I can think or cry. I really need to cry nonstop. Did I ever mention I love to be left alone 90% of the time?