this last 8 month strech until i turn 18 is going buy way way way to quickly!

When i was 12 turning 18 was the only thing i thought about. My parents we seperater befor i was born and i lived with my mom, in Arizona. Me and her have never got along. Infact, i dont have a normal loveing relationship with anyone in my family (mom, dad or brother)I resent EVERYONE! I was 12 when i started running away and doing drugs and gitting to trubble. A few weeks after my 14th birthday my mom sent me to go live with my dad, in Indiana. I live in pergatory (the place between heven and hell) for a year and 3 months. but it was the last 3 months i lived their that were “heven”. I fell in love, His name was Aaron; he is the only person to keep me out fo trubble. Ever sence the day we met we have faught the world to be togather, it was “hell”. I turned 17 in september ‘06. And Aaron and i have been married for almost a year now and have the most beautiful daughter who is 10 months old.
The age 18 shouldnt matter to me because i have been amancipated sence i was 16, but it does.
Even tho its only about 8 more months to go until i turn 18, and i have been waiting for it passionately for the last 5 years, this last 8 month strech is going buy way way way to quickly!