i cant DO this its so hard today i went from 41 kg right back up to 44 bcoz i thought ‘oh one cookie wont hurt…oh two cookies wont hurt…the hoel PACKET wnt hurt’ then i panicked and tried my hardest to purge…just one last tym, promise! but i cudnt!!
tomoro im NOT eating, in the morning i will do thirty laps of the pool, then ill try and see if anyone will go out with me. anything to avoid this stupd house with its stupid food.
sorry this was a rant but i had to get it off!

