So… I have been going to counciling* and it is great. I’ve learned so much about myself. At first, I was scared of what she would think, what others would think…but now Im OK with it. It doesnt matter what people think. Its all about how you feel. In a way…Im starting my life over kinda…becuase I am learning ways to deal with everything(stress, being a teenager!, school, time, ect.) and how to have better realtionships (with my mom, friends, ect.), you know…that kind of thing. Its amazing how much I think I have changed. In a way…I am a new person, and its great. —I feel kinda retarded posting this but oh well. I dont care.