I pulled my original start on a novel out of the archives. Every day, I have been trying to reconstruct the plot. It is bloody difficult, this writing thing. It is a form of self torment.

I need break free from my inner critic. Forgot about perfection. Forget, for now, about coherence and style. Start creating.

Start to deeply characterize the players of Logan, Kate, Alex and Prowphett. They are my fictional figures trapped within my world of fictional glory. I can make them come to life for anyone who reads about them.

What do they look like in the morning? How do they feel when they start their days? What color are their eye lashes? What are their best features? What does each of their homes look like? How do they dress?