I can definitely empathize with you. It can be really hard. I should’ve given you my 32,000^th cheer on this, but instead it went on your goal of stop procrastinating. Maybe it’s a good thing that got the landmark cheer though since you should stop procrastinating about this and either give up on him or do something inappropriate. Either way it’s at least progress. :)

I recall reading somewhere many years ago that when you fall in love with someone, even if – especially if – your love isn’t or can’t be returned, it’s giving you a lesson about who you are. What you see in the person (even if they’re not like that really) is something you need to develop in yourself.

I don’t know if that helps much (heck, wanting someone you can’t have still sucks), but just something to think about.