PunkDollyX

stop being paranoid (read all 2 entries…)
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I’ve been throught that many nasty friends and family that I constantly think that my new friends are going to leave me and hate me for st00pid reasons… I have actually lost a few people I really love recently, like Shadow, he was only 16 and he was really beautiful and amazing =/ But he died in september… and Kurt, our other close friend =] We loved eachother, I can’t describe how madly in love we were ^^. Unfortunately he had to leave too (parentz & skool ¬¬).
Anyway I’m always worried incase someone close to me is going to leave me again and I get mentally needy like I can’t let go or something… Lolz. Does anyone else get this too?

Jan 31, 2007, 02:54AM PST | 2 cheers


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bloodmania Hasn't been on here for ages

My friend did, she had a family member die when she went away on a holiday. She was extremely scared that if she went away again then someone else would die. I’m sorry that i can’t offer my personal experience here because my family isn’t close enough to me for me to miss them and i don’t have any boyfriend kind of relationships to get upset over.

I just wanted to say that there are people who feel similar to you, even if i’m not personally one of them. I think its ok to feel that way.

Feb 10, 2007, 08:26PM PST | Thread | Respond to this

PunkDollyX

Heyz

Thankz for the concern ^^, well my family aren’t that close to me either… apart from my mum and dad I guezz.
I was also on holiday when Shadow died =[.
But I’m gradually accepting it thankfully.
So, do you have a myspace or msn?
‘Cause it would be kool to talk lolz.
Thankz again, Tue x

Feb 12, 2007, 04:51AM PST | Respond to this

GarbageMouth

Yerp

Yeah, I get this alot.
I used to scream at one of my best friends because I thought he was going to leave me.
Which he slowly is, I think.
I’m sorry about your friend Shadow, he looks awesome.
Hmm.
I don’t know. You just gotta try and work through it and stuff.

Mar 04, 2007, 04:31PM PST | Thread | Respond to this

PunkDollyX

Thankz

For being concerned ^^.
And I hope you work it out with your best friend.
[HearTz]

Mar 09, 2007, 07:26AM PST | Respond to this


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