wedschild is messing with people's minds.
Okay, I gave myself some concrete goals for a month. At the moment, I’ve already messed up about half of them. Looks like I’ll be trying a new set of goals next month.
I’m trying to make a lifestyle change rather than simply doing a diet. I don’t want to lose the wieght and then gain it all back. I’m focussing on raising my general health level and this is part of that.
I haven’t found the proper motivation yet. I’m not motivated by appearance. Without my glasses everyone looks like vaguely human shaped blobs and my face in the mirror isn’t really any different. So, that doesn’t help me.
I have noticed that my clothes aren’t fitting properly right now and the money motivation (as in not buying new clothes) might actually work. I can take things in, but I can’t let them out.
sighs I really don’t know what I’m going to do right now.


