jquigley13

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on Being asked to not come home 2 years ago

My heart and soul are both hurting right now in my chest because I want so badly to qualify for your love and I keep feeling rejected. My excitement and sacrifice and hope and effort…my listening and hearing and my displays of affection…my service, my fatherhood, my core desires to bring us happiness…rejected.

Maybe you could someday grow to love how I …rejected.

I want to reconnect. I want to grow and love and be together…I am sick with yearning to be a husband who is not…

yours truly,

Rejected

Feb 01, 2007, 03:19PM PST | 1 cheer


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brittaditta

you make my heart hurt...

I wish I could make this better. I wish I could fix you. I wish I could make her love and accept you. I wish I could put all your pieces back together again.

Feb 02, 2007, 03:14PM PST | Respond to this

eBear is making changes.

ask yourself this:

If you feel your partner is rejecting the love you are giving, then why are you rejecting the love you give yourself??

Are you giving yourself love?

I haven’t read the Five Love Languages yet, but will start it soon. I would recommend Count Your Blessings and The Breakthrough Experience by Dr. John Demartini.

Wishing you luck, and MUCH love in this journey, and hoping you will be able to see the blessings in the midst of all this.

Feb 10, 2007, 10:52PM PST | Respond to this


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