Things have been up and down with summer missions, everyday I doubt God’s will and if this really is God’s desire or my own. I think it should be easier or that I should have a peace about this, but I know that when I didn’t decide I really didn’t have a peace about it. I think that this is going to be a challenge and that it’s not going to be easy. Of Course this is going to be a challenge…the last thing Satan wants is for more people to come to Christ. I finished my application last night and I am going to submit it soon!! KEEP praying!