Tristan is a soft, blank slate
Perhaps when our emotional focus changes, our outward energy changes too. I’m laughing more freely now and I’m beginging to feel myself enjoy life more. And maybe this is the reason that I’ve noticed a lot more people looking at me interestingly. These looks feel like they’re more than the usual glances we give strangers crossing our path, rather, they’re more inquiring.
This afternoon, as I was walking out of my gym, I noticed a well dressed man standing in the lobby. He turned around in slow motion to face me, and then he looked and looked and looked. He even turned around once again to watch me walk out the door. My initial reaction to this was, “Well that was creepy!” Once outside I got a similar look from a woman arriving at the gym. Noticing this, I immediately thought, “There must be something on my face!” I thought about this all the way home and, checking in the mirror, found nothing to gaze about on my face. So it was something else. More positive maybe?
