As a new parent, im still learning whats what.

I know myself, i know my 2 month old son, and im sure i could have been doing better than i am. Everything is fine, but my nerves are shot.

My ears are tuned to his voice, and i hear him no matter what.
I think i may have a nervous breakdown becuase im cautious(very) of his well-being.

Im driving myself crazy, which isnt good for either of us.
I know i sound like a basket case, but beleive me, im maybe already past that.

I want to be a good father … but im screwing up.

Brian is most important to me.