I really just want to live a life in which Christ can be clearly seen. I want to show more of His love, compassion and meekness; to serve like Him; to speak life like Him… Some days I feel so… Christyish [yeah I made it up] that it’s crazy; when I give a random person a ride home in the cold or visit a sick or shut in person and just sit with them or whatever, but there are other times when opportunties like that don’t arise (or I don’t arise to the opportunity) when I feel like such a failure. Oh and lets not even talk about my friggin’ tongue… I’m always struggling with making my words to people more edifying and as soon as I know anything I’ve thoughtlessly said something hurtful or offensive; even jokingly. It’s pretty annoying actually, yet I am so determined to improve daily and not dwell on shortcomings, but it’s still annoying though…