So I just can’t seem to pinpoint why I am dieing inside. Why do I hurt SO much? Why can’t I just move on? Why do I feel so lonely all the time? I have so many unanswered questions and yet all I can say is that I feel like iam dieing inside. It is so unnotticed by everyone around me and thats what makes things so much harder. Not one person I know has any idea I am hurting so badly. I often wonder how many people would really care and I mean REALLY care. I hurt so bad I feel so alone and I just dont know what to do with myself!!! I just want to be happy again and brush everything else aside!!!! well at least we can hope