the breakup came too fast..i was not aware that everything was coming apart. first, i lost my job then she lost her job and everything started to be like hell. we were both under pressure – financially and emotionally plus the fact that she lived in another city from where i was. funny, how things became bad when all we had then was each other. i guess whatever was between us was not that strong at all – it could not handle the pressure!

i have accepted what happened but the most unusual thing is that i cant keep her out of my mind though i do try. there are nights that i cant sleep at all and now even eating is just a process that i just have to do.

now, am working in a high paying job and i do want to win her back. i have tried yet i know she wont be back…that is not her natured. so i must get over this broken heart before i will be consumed by it…