yeh, i smoked…very disappointed in myself n all that but don’t wanna go on about the failure too much…i’ve not started smoking again officially though n i am still a non-smoker who slipped up a bit in the past couple of weeks.
so, i made it 4 weeks without smokin at all, then slipped up a bit n now am back on track, avoiding the pub n my smoking mates like the plague.
no excuse for smoking, just lack of will power, pathetic really, but c’est la vie.
so im gonna have to keep writing these things everyday again just to make sure i dont trip up again….smoking is shit…it really makes your hangovers worse…and dont think you can have a couple of joints whilst giving up smoking…u cant..it just makes life a hell of a lot harder.
so unofficially i have been a none-smoker since 31st decemember, whith just a couple of slip ups along the way. it would have been a lot better without those few cheeky cigs, but never mind