I’ve known my true self ever since i was in day care. LOlz. Whenever i play with my chinese friend, We’d be pretending we’re in a hospital, I was a doctor and he’d be the patient then i’ll take his clothes off and kiss his tummy :P It always has malice with it.
No matter how hard i try to deny that i get attracted with guys, I know the truthfulness of how i felt whenever i see a cute man passing by.
To make things worse, I’m from a christian family. You know how much they condemn homosexuality. I tried denying myself ‘coz of what they keep telling me that homosexuality is a mortal sin and they’ll all go to hell, something like that. Its kind of freaky really. Its just recently that i realize that no matter how i try to deny myself ‘coz of those teachings, I will always know how much i aint true to myself. give me a break, i even get attracted with guys in the church! Scratch that!
so now recently, i accepted myself. I have a boyfriend infact :) But its hard to not tell my parents. I keep making alibis if wanna meet him or something like that. I just dont know how to tell them or when will i tell them. . . .
