....again.

After a long period of time I think I’m ready for it. Ok who am I kidding, no one is ever ready for it. But I’m more open to it. After a string of crushes, fooling around with guys I knew a relationship couldn’t follow.

I’m ready. I’m ready to sit down and think about it and open my eyes and in this case my heart to new posibilities.

Could it really happen?

oh ya and this time I’m not planning on falling for someone and them not fall for me so not good, last time it sucked. I still think about HD and it kinda hurts cause we talked and he said he was an idiot cause i’m great, but his gf is pregnant and he proposed to her so that is that.