I made a phone call to a manager that said she was interested. She seemed overwhelmed… said she had too many things she was doing right now…. Hopefully my agent will get some auditions for me! I am going to meditiate and do my affirmatinos right now. That should help a whole lot. They say everything comes from within. That and I am going to declutter…. I think I really need to also declutter my goals list. I have too much going on to concentrate on one thing. I don’t have a focus right now. It’s all like a mess. I am helping my son with his grades consistently and workin on my housework but I’m not doing anything towards my career really. I will though… I just have to really think about what I can do this month. This is going to be March soon. I need to focus on getting a series regular role. What would that look like as my therapist used to ask me. Who would I be then if I had one. I definitely don’t think I am ready for that. I think I would have to be organized. I’d have to have something to say to the world.