It’s so difficult to discover yourself meta-living instead of living. My boyfriend is so patient, teaching me to be present with him. I have spent so many years worrying over the past or the future, and for what? It hasn’t done me any good.
I wish it were easier for me to learn how to live in the present for more than short periods of time. When I get the hang of this, so many other important elements of my life will fall into place.


