Stop being depressed (read all 5 entries…)

Damn it  — 1 year ago

Why is it I can have such good days, then the next day be such a massive pile of shit?

Today was awful. My best friend aka house mate is so consumed in her relationship with her boyfriend, I don’t seem to exist.

Why can’t she see I need her? She is almost all I have left and I feel she is slipping away.

She doesn’t seem to care I am drinking myself to death alone every night. She just goes to her boyfriends place and leaves me all alone with my awful thoughts.

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I hate it when

one minute you’re feeling fine, and the next you’re crying, or suicidal and hating everything. It’s horrible when you don’t know how you’re going to feel from one day to the next isn’t it?

As you know from my previous entry (thanks for replying to that by the way) I can understand the situation with your friend.

Actually, even before my depression, whenever one of my close friends had a boyfriend, the rest of us seemed to be second best. It’s like, if she could choose between seeing him one evening or hanging out with us, she would undoubtedly chose him. I think it’s just something that a lot of girls do, I wouldn’t take it peresoally.

If you feel able, confront her about it (in the nicest way possible of course!), tell her that you feel your friendship is being neglected, and that you need her more than ever right now.

Good luck, and I hope things get better for you.

I agree with Gemma

Try and build up the courage to tell her that it’s bothering you. She might not have realised when she should of.

You need your friends more than anything at this time in your life.

((((Hugs))))


 

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