My job has changed, and it is so easy to see during change, how much I really crave a routine that I can use as a starting point. Also, I feel overwhelmed by having triple the amount of people asking me for help during the work day. this is what managers do. And I am being asked to step into a managerial role, but I don’t crave power, or necessarily want to make big decisions. It’s an interesting place to be. I”m being recognized for my good qualities, but by the end of the day, feel zapped from having to put others needs before my own. Well, I am going to do some free form journal writing tonight to vent even more energy from the day.