Went back to the doctor today…told him a leetle bit of how i am feeling, that’s it’s all too much, i can’t keep on top of my housework….my bills….any of it…can’t even be bothered to eat properly or have a shower, the only thing i do right is make sure the kids are up, fed, dressed and get to school on time (by the skin of our teeth lately…)
he took me right off the citalopram…for the next 5 days i take nothing at all, then i start on fluoxetine (prozac), 1 a day…possibly 2 a day later, but we start with one…he said that 2 citalopram is about the highest dose he wants to give me, and the way i’m feeling, going up to 3 wouldn’t help at all…
boy…didn’t think he would do that, so kind of relieved…just got my fingers crossed it is gonna help, can’t go on like this…
he gave me another bludy Becks sheet too, and told me to come back in 10 days if i don’t feel any better…
did tell a small lie though, he asked me if i’d been drinking any, and i said “only with other people”...HAH i’m depressed, not stupid….
