elizabethmerchant is having a great day.
i went to school, all told,
for about twenty years and got
a
terminal and advanced degree—-
(good grades, good student)
so when i decided to sign up
for a class on reading novels
at the
community college
i thought
“oh boy”
“whee”
“how fun”
(it’s online-
by the way)
we read the first four novels
and i posted
my thoughts…
reading my posts
and the others
the professor awarded full
credit
to most any posting
shocked,
i was,
at the level of thought behind
impressions
and the
responses….
i read the next novel and did a little research
background anaylsis
re-read critical theory
i’d put down a few years back
found out interesting
i read up on it
“gave it some thought”
applied the theory to
my analysis-
i posted complex, but coherant
thoughts
not full credit
not half credit
a failing grade
i emailed her and she whined
but still didn’t understand
my post
i remembered then-what i had learned
in my
twenty years of being
instutionalized education:
that want anything more than the
cliff notes
version
i remembered-
our education system demands:
we just
memorize facts
and recite the opinions
we are taught
critical thinking is just
too
scary
this time-
i’m not after something—-
no degree-
no honors-
no nothing-
just wanted to enjoy myself
learn a little bit
within a structure
i have failed in that quest
or have i


