After being engaged at 17, married at 19, and divorced at 43 after a 24 yr abusive marriage (not 100% terrible, but I never really liked sex with him. He had/has an anger problem. But only one time ever got him arrested, and I stayed for 3 years after that.)

I want to be so totally in love with someone, and find out that they feel the same way about me, and to have a chance to make love to someone I’m REALLY connected with. NOT HIM.

Sigh…. wishful thinking, but, I guess I’m a born romantic at heart.