I’m not scared of death itself but its consequences. I’m so afraid of losing the people I love and know and I fear old age and its frailty. I got over this for a few years but the fear just came back. I feel like I’ll never see them again, also being old sucks. You cant do anything, you eventually become to frail. You lose everything. Dammit, I don’t want to lose anyone. Maybe I don’t have a strong belief in an after life. I do but its very…sparce. I don’t know what to do. I’m only 16 and I’m already freaked…