it’s not that i’m fat…i just hate all this pudge and flab…everyone around me seems to skinny. i never ever ever cared about this until i got to college. i grew up in new orleans! where fried food is the best thing and no one cares about weight and health..life is there to enjoy, food is there to savor..and i go to college and discover a world of people obsessed with working out and looking good. i still don’t care to a degree like others, but it still nags me sometimes when i see my gut and hate wearing a bathing suit. stupid health nuts. sigh.