I’m not hungry, just excited to get to know my best friend FOOD again. We’ll have a much healthier relationship now. Now that I’m not like a stalker, always wondering where she is, following her around, planning my life around her, my obsessive mind always thinking about her.
No. Now i will enjoy her, but not to the point of self destruction.
Right now, I feel great.
I feel really really good inside. I feel more settled in myself. Does that make sense?
There is a line in the movie Jerry McGuire where Cuba’s wife says “Jerry, I’m pregnant and I’m incapable of bullshit”.
That is how I feel. Well, not pregnant, but just completely clear and unable to feign anything.
I think normally I’m a people pleaser who would rather put myself in an uncomfortable situation rather than see anyone else uncomfortable.
Now, I’m feeling calm and grounded, realizing that I’m fine just the way that I am and I don’t need to make people smile constantly, or even like me necessarily. Of course, those things are great … but not when you feel enslaved by them.
On a more physical note:
I’m eliminating tons. No aliens, just normal things.
I’m exercising, and I truly think that is what makes me feel so great.
I’m sleeping pretty well, almost too well. I need roughly 10 hrs of sleep a night otherwise I’m too tired to get out of bed. Once I do get up though, I feel amazing.
I’ve lost about 8 lbs so far, which is sort of surprising because I thought I’d lose more. But I’m not complaining because I look much thinner and I know that I’ll continue to lose weight even after the cleanse.
My skin isn’t glowing yet to my eyes, but I’ve been complimented by friends.
My fuzzy green tongue is finally clearing up.
My itchy skin is feeling less itchy.
My breath is better.
I’m still cold.
I’m sooo excited that tomorrow is Day 9!
I’m not very excited about the day of orange juice though, but I can see how it will be necessary. I cannot imagine putting food into my mouth right now. OJ will be like my raft from the river of the MC to the shore of delicious and healthy FOOD.
