i was fighting with my dad last night and he was yelling at me to shut the fuck up over and over just telling me to shut the fuck up..i hate living with my dad and i hate going back to my moms because all we do is fight too. thats why i go out with friends all the time…to get away from fighting….i went to my room and felt the tears but they didntcome..i didnt cry i just sat on my bed waiting to break down…i still didnt cry so i cut…i had nowhere for the anger and hurt to go so i cut it away….no tears just blood to replace them…i just want to cry why wont my body let me anymore…..i put up a front and now icant let it down…im not trying to hold them back so whats wrong with me?....