I turned up the volume on my radio alarm clock so that I’ll be jolted into wakefulness. Waking up to smooth jazz music gets me in a good mood, but it’s so soothing that I end up semi-dreaming. I got out of bed again at 6am this morning even though my eyes officially opened at 5am. I like it best when everything’s still pitch dark and feeling like night time. So 5am is best, by the time it’s 6am the sun’s already started to rise along with the outside noise.

Must try harder. 5am is good. 5am is good. Must get up at 5am.