christinet IS BACK!!!!!!!!
I hope I can do this
I’m so imperfect
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you can do it!
Trying doing your best to your self, and to the people you care about…this would help you to achieve your goal…and don’t forget to believe in God and seek his support and love.
~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~
However You are perfect in your imperfections…
christinet IS BACK!!!!!!!!
thanks
I am trying to be a better person for my most important people…my children…and most of all trying to help myself out of this bullshit ghetto south florida Hustlin lifestyle that I have let myself get sucked into for the last 15 years…man it is hard to change something when it has been a fundamental part of your life for so long…but this last time I got inn trouble I promised myself that my kids would never see me get taken away in handcuffs again…thought I was going to the BIG HOUSE…I was perfect for a while, even doing all that crazy shit…but now I’m gonna be perfect at being better
:)
~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~
You can sweetheart
OH Trust me YOU can. I know it’s hard and you put words on it perfectly it is hard to change something when it has been a fundamental part of your life for so long… It’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my life.
But, you can keep yourself clean and you can get out of the Hustlin’ lifestyle. I know how hard it is to live that way. What it seems to take from your soul.
No, you don’t want your babies to live that and you don’t want them to see you be taken away in cuffs. YOU, are doing good from what I read, and you will get stronger and better. I say I want to be better, have better, give better, then ever before in my life.
That is my mantra, life is a struggle. You can make all these changes {although they are hard} for YOU and those Baby’s. You deserve a peaceful solid life honey. You can get that for yourself.
Sorry for sounding all preachy. I don’t mean to.
christinet IS BACK!!!!!!!!
its not preachy
its real shit….I always remember the struggle…who said that whoever forgets the past is condemned to repeat it….I WILL NEVER FORGET…that terrible terrible feelin of being locked inside so far inside even inside myself…it is brutal in there and it has taken me awhile to get back to the semi civilized person that I usually am…but I’m getting there….
~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~
I know you will not love.
I won’t either, it’s the past that gives me my drive. I can’t allow myself to forget where I come from.
You are getting there and each day makes you more solid. You will do it cristi. I have faith in you. I believe in you sweetheart.
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