I have always been in control. Always made the extra effort to be prepared and do the right things. But it is boring, is it not? A part of me wants to let go, be spontaneous, wild crazy and free, whilst the other one keeps me on the right track. Maybe I should finally delete this as a goal, and add something more, lets say WILD.
So you came around again, that’s nice.
How do you feel today when thinking about the
“crushes” you had in the past? Do you feel frustration for not going
through with it? Did you manage to maintain control
or did you ever run the risk to loose it?
You are right about the “let go” part. Not easy in reality though
since our knowledge and emotion centre sometimes are badly connected.
But imagine if life WAS about attraction and dreams. wouldn’t that be
kind of nice?
Learning to let go can also give the side effects of numbness..
Instead of feeling happy you just end up feeling empty and numb.
How do you ignore your feeling of nostalgia and attachment?
Is it possible to really “let go” completely?
And what about the master & servant?
sloanpeterson1 wants to be the change i want to see in the world
Have enough money to live off the interest
learn chinese
meet Bono
buy a new car
Move to South Carolina
Study Photography
find out someones email address and password
Be a dolphin trainer
write a screenplay
Get a new job
see all the wonders of the world
Learn to whistle with my fingers
Dave wants to go out on "date nights" with my spouse on a regular basis
get a dog
get a job i love
make a online game for free
hike the inca trail to machu pichu
read the Bible daily
visit new york
take compliments better
watch season 1 of 24
start a band
start a business
be more independant
