I just heard from that job I applied to. They hired someone else who was willing to take less money. Crap. I’m thinking maybe I should have taken the pay cut just to get OUT of here. I’m freaking out. My friend who works here is leaving in a month because she hates it. I can’t stay here without some support at least!

There are very few graphic design jobs to even apply to here. I want to just move out of this town. Sell my house and move to either New York, San Franscisco, Chicago, Portland… not sure yet! I get panicky when I’m like this…